Not so big, but I feel old.

I've been complaining to Eunsoo this week that I was probably one of the most loneliest people on earth. How I came to that conclusion? My friends all have birthdays before me and when I look through their pictures, they have so much fun going out, eating dinner, etc. I don't know it just seems like they have so much fun and I'm thinking to myself.. Why don't I have friends that I can do that with? I guess I've just been looking on the negative side which caused me to neglect the gift of friends I have in my life. I was wrong. I am not lonely. Sure, I may not have a birthday where my friends give me the biggest suprise bash that I've always dreamed of, but HEY, they are always going to be here for me... or I'd hope so.

For my birthday, I'm just really thankful for my family and friends - new and old ones.

To all my friends, I would just love to say that I love you guys so much and appreciate that God has given you to me in my lifetime. I could be one that is unlucky to not know you, but I do know you and that's why I should feel special... Thanks so much, again.

There are so many more people out there, but here's just a little list of people who come to my mind now...
David Kim. I always wonder why you always come first, but then again, I've always called you my #1 JJANG. lol. That will never change because we've known each other for so long, and even though we aren't as close as we were when we were 5, I still know that if I tripped and was stuck in the biggest hole, you'd come and help me up.
Eunsoo Kim. My BFFL. I feel that I can really open up to you when I need to. I thank you so much for being there for me when I'm down. Really. We help each other out in many ways and I'm so happy that you are in my life because without you, I'd have no one to ramble at. lol <3
Elizabeth Cho. I have known you for so long and am so happy to be able to know you. It's crazy how we can always come to each other, even after not talking for like years. I love you, You know that. YOU BETTER.
Amy Han. You are my sunshine~ My only sunshine~ You make me happy. When skies are gray. You do. Now don't stop. We have to hang out more. I miss doing that.
Julian Hur. I am so mean to you. You are so mean to me. But I am so happy that God brought you to me when we were so young. Thanks for being a great buddie and being here. I hope you have great times in Mexico Missions and don't die on me.. I mean it. Maybe we can go to next year missions together, as staff (;
Christina Yu. Thanks so much for being there for me. When I'm in Rutherford, you're always offering your house to me, making me feel at home again. I love you <3
Dong Son. YOU BETTER COME TO MY PARTY!!! I love you, really. Even though we don't talk a lot, I know you're always there.
Emily Lin. I've just met you this year for a few months, but it feels like I've known you forever and I know I can count on you to be there, listening to me and cheering me up. Remember, I'll be here for you too~
Ashley Beasley. YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF MY WORLD. You rock my life, really. Partying it up for me~ <3
Helen Kim. YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE. CRAZY STUFF <3. We need to hang out more, but I know I can count on your for anything.. FOR SURE~

there's so many more to list, but I'm running out of time... and this is just the few people who come to mind~

I'm just happy that I'm going on the ACC Retreat today, my birthday.

THANK YOU GOD <3