ONE. Ever since college started, I have had no time to myself.... SERIOUSLY.
Every day of my life is school, tutoring, study, church.  There is barely any time for me to sleep or have a little bit of my own private time.  I miss those days when I used to have nothing to do, so I'd go and record something.  I don't even have time to record at all anymore.  I feel so detatched from the world, almost like I don't belong anymore.  I wish I had more time on my hands so that I can hang out with my friends again, visit them, and just play the way I normally would. I seriously can't wait for the semester to end.

But then again, it is my fault for being in 10 courses -___-;;

TWO. I have no idea what is good or bad anymore. It just seems like whenever I do something which I feel is a good deed, it tends to be bad in other ways.  Is that how everything normally is, or is it just me?
I feel that even if I try my best, my best is never good enough.  I just end up getting into more tangles within the knot. I can never release the knot anymore. WHY? Is it my fault? Am I looking at life the wrong way? I don't know anymore....

THREE. I absolutely love church and I do not regret any minute of it. I feel like I can be myself and release all my stress when I'm with these awesome people.  I don't have that whole in my heart anymore and I'm content with where I am standing now.  I just hope that God can use me in a way to help all I can... without killing me, seriously (;