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WHY HELLO. MY NAME IS SUSAN (:
I am YOUR NON-typical girl. Full of Spunk. Full of Energy. Full of Fun. FULL OF LOVE!
I may be weird. I may be loud. I may be annoying to you...
I am a one-of-a-kind. I am unique. You'll never find someone like me. BOOYAH.
Aside from that, I love music. It is my deepest passion. True, I'm not the best singer in the world and I'm not the prettiest flower in the pot, but I am going to give it my all in the music industry. Originally, I wanted to be a international singer, but now, I want to be a musician producer. WISH ME LUCK! <3
btdubbs. I LOVE PEOPLE.
Meeting people is something I love to do, so if you ever meet me, don't get scared when I come up to you and say HI.

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Posted by: itz_sujangg Original: 4/24/2009 1:21 AM Views: 18 Comments: 1 eProps: 2 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Friday, April 24, 2009

so for some reason, i felt the urge of signing onto my xanga in who knows how long it's been and here i am writing this entry. college. fresh. i worked myself so hard last semester and even though i'm slacking off a bit, i'm still trying this semester, especially with my voice lessons. i've realized that things really don't go the way you want it to sometimes.
confused now? a bit. i thought that last semester was perfect. school. church. home to sleep. then back to school. that was my daily life and i loved it, until it got a little out of hand and burdening. that's when i started noticing that i wasn't sure what i really wanted to do with my life anymore. i kept asking myself. why are you going to church so much? what are you running from, Susan? is music really your life? is it really something you want to do as a career? are you even good enough? what are you gonna do for your future?
answers? i'm kept going to church.. using it as an escape from home because home was the last place i wanted to be since my relationship with my older sister wasn't too hot after we fought. then, it became a habit. is music really for me? i'm still unsure. but all i know is that i feel it is my strength. although i feel that i am a big noob, it's what i'm best at, unless, God-forbid now, that there's some other super talent that is hidden within me.

life suck. i'm tired. gonna go to bed. peace.

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you know what. it doesnt matter what others say. just do what you want. you are good enough if you keep at it. i think that no matter what the situation is no matter how hard it may be humans are able to surpass it! so dont give up hope! and keep going! :) if its what you love to do! then do it! hehe. :) dont be so down susan! because everyone has trouble in knowing what they want to do. :) but itll all be alright! keep you head up! :)

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